Been planning this for a long, long, looooong time now - and today was the day.
Lit my incense, and called to Marquis Andras. I should note here that I keep mispronouncing his name… but that apparently wasn’t an issue thank goodness. I stood tall, raised energy, and down he came.
At first I wanted to question it - that niggling doubt voice I really need to eat and make gone - but I persisted. I knew he had come because my hands and forearms had an almost numb feeling to them and I could feel the external energy going from the back of my head and down my spine a little.
I made my request: smash a certain ungrateful abusive jerk and his backstabbing girlfriend/wife repeatedly with his fist until they were ashes as a means to achieve my goal, which is kind of a mixture of revenge and justice. I’m not kidding, I got a gentle-feeling of, “Okay. I will.” Kind of like a caring friend saying, “You want me to kick their asses? I’m gonna kick their asses.” without ranting.
He has a lite chocolate cocoa feeling to him. And it was a gentle and kind encounter. Not at all what I’d been given to expect judging by my research. I mean, I have “Monkey’s paw” written twice in my journal here as a warning.
So I’m here to praise him for being so nice, and for agreeing to help set some very deep, grievous matters to rights. And overall for agreeing to making me feel better.
I have faith my wishes will be done. No need to wait until after to thank many times.