At risk of sounding like a fool: I’m not at all sure what just happened and I just want feedback on it. Earlier today I was chanting Lucifer’s Enn, gazing into his sigil as well as saying a conjuring, but just trying to connect with his energy a bit because I want to begin working with him. I definitely felt his presence – SO weird saying that. And I basically said “Lucifer can you show me what I need to see right now in my minds eye?” everything kind of spun but there were no clear images so I said the chant, felt a big rush of emotion, but then moved on.
A few hours passed and I was just drawing, listening to music and kind of sketching out what was intuitively coming up for me. There were a lot of messages which uncovered things which I definitely have been aware of but haven’t addressed, but then, on maybe my fourth drawing, I just began slashing out these lines which even cut through the paper I was working with and then I had a really intense voice (?) in my head which said… (I wrote this down on the paper)
I am here (I wrote this in caps but that seems over dramatic to type)
I am eternal (spelled iternal because I cannot spell for the life of me)
You wanted me
I am talking now
(I think at this point in my head I was like “who is talking to me?”)
Azazel
Lucifer
The eternal flame
And then there was like a little message which was specific to my life but was also fairly brief, a lot of it was interpreted, there was a name that I didn’t know in my head but I knew what was being got at so I wrote down what I did know.
Can anyone tell me what just happened? Am I just totally kidding myself? If it had actually been an entity would they of been able to tell me that name and have me write it down? I know that Azazel can be considered an aspect of Lucifer so I won’t read too much into that but I also wasn’t looking for Azazel particularly, nor have I previously worked with either of them.
EDIT: Not sure if it matters but I did not cleanse my space before or after this, though I did do at least a walk through of the LBRP yesterday
No idea but I figured out that my gift’s been expanding so I can channel demons with a blink of an eye really. I just simple call their name and poof they can speak through me. I can barely believe it myself but I’ve been getting for so long in readings to trust my intution, to follow my intution and to expand it and I believe this was what all the readings I’ve gotten was telling me that I could do.
so I dont believe you’re kidding yourself but following your own intution
Thank you for recounting your successful evocation, it confirmed a suspicion I had, without a protection it may be an invocation (though at this point, just splittinghairs), bravo, plz recount any further insights.
Those two terms have become interchangeable over time and the meaning has become very loose, as I’ve even seen some people call a simple sigil ritual “evocation”. But it seems they acted purely from within you, so that would make it an “invocation” in that sense.
That makes sense. If said attempted invocation had ended already by a few hours before I got the message would that be plausible? I wasn’t focused on contacting anything by that point and its weird especially because it was a slightly different entity than the one I tried to reach.
Yes that’s entirely possible. Often times insight comes to us after the ritual. It’s not too uncommon for someone to experience words and such some time after a ritual has been done. Although a full conversation is a bit less common, but perhaps someone else here has had an experience like that.
When I did magick for insight I would often times get the answers quite a bit after the ritual had been done, but not in words. For someone else I know the insight did come to them in speech.
That’s really cool. I’ve been working with Prince Orobas to open my Clairaudience and clairvoyance and I’m at the point where I can hear him clearly and we’re just beginning to channel. I think it’s awesome you’ve developed yours to an at will faculty. Gives me great inspiration.