My intuition lead me to E.A.'s work on YouTube a little over a week ago.
My initial urge to view his videos surprised me because I’m not attracted to the dark trappings of the LHP at all. In a lot of ways, it pushes me away.
But I recognize the truth when I hear it.
Here’s my introduction message if you would like to know a little more about me and the path that’s lead me here.
I had a very intense experience Sunday night and I’m hoping you can help me understand it.
I was watching E.A.'s “Secrets of the Demonic Hierarchy” seminar on YouTube.
About 10 or 15 minutes into the seminar, I noticed what looked like a glare off the whiteboard to the right of his head (his left). It looked like a reflection of light off the whiteboard, like someone had turned on a low-powered spotlight from off-camera.
I just dismissed it consciously as that and looked back at E.A. Over the next few seconds my attention kept getting drawn back to it.
So I looked at it and softened my gaze. Immediately, I saw the outline of a body. It was the same height as E.A. and it looked like a human outline, so I thought “Oh, it’s either an after image from looking at E.A. or I’m picking up his aura.” I thought it was interesting and turned my attention back to E.A.
(I’m not great at seeing auras. I can see them in shades of gray if I soften my gaze and look past a person, but I don’t pick up colors with my eyes. From time to time, I can see an aura in color clairvoyantly, but I haven’t mastered it and can’t do it on command.)
But it kept happening again and again. I saw these outlines appearing to his right, his left, just above the table, near the ceiling.
I was listening to E.A., but I slipped into an altered state (what I identify as the Theta state) and watched these entities.
At one point, the whiteboard seemed to fade into the background and blur while E.A. appeared to stand out clearer, almost like you would see on a 3D TV.
E.A. seemed to be in the foreground while the entities were in the middle ground between E.A. and the whiteboard.
I glanced around my living room to see if the entities were actually in my home or if I was seeing them through the video itself. I could only see them when I looked at the screen. They weren’t appearing in my living room.
At one point, when he was talking about Belial, I saw a very large entity on the right side of the screen. As I watched, it shifted out of a humanoid shape and expanded over the entire screen.
I could feel my hands and head literally buzzing with energy. It was very strong and it was more intense than I usually feel when I’m doing energy work.
When E.A. talked about the skulls and using the sigils to bind the demonic kings essence to them, the experience made more sense. I thought “It worked.” lol
I finished watching the video and stayed up a few hours more. I went to bed, but I was having trouble sleeping because it was such a powerful experience. I would fall asleep for a few minutes at a time, but I kept waking up and looking around.
And then it got really intense.
I have a closet in my bedroom. I leave the closet door open and it’s directly in front of the head of my bed. It’s maybe three feet or so from the head of my bed.
I live in an apartment so there’s always light shining in at night. It’s like bright moonlight, so I can clearly see around my bedroom at night even with all of the lights off.
At one point, I rolled over onto my stomach. I was very much in the Theta state that you get into as you slightly wake up and turn over.
I looked into my open closet and saw a black shape at the right side. I quickly ran through all of the things in my head to explain it away, but there’s nothing hanging on that side of the closet. It’s empty space and I know it is.
So rather than dismissing it, I allowed myself to experience it. My natural reaction is fear from the religious programming I went through as a kid, but I calmed myself and stayed in the moment.
I saw this dark figure with my actual eyes. It was real enough that I felt I could reach out and touch it. It completely blocked out light and it had a distinct outline.
It looked like a black-robed figure standing to the right side looking slightly out the doorway. It wasn’t looking directly at me, but off to my left.
It’s hands were clasped in the front, but I didn’t see hands. It made me think of how it looks when you’re wearing a robe and you tuck your hands inside the sleeves.
I never saw a face. It looked it was wearing a deep hood and it’s head was slightly lowered, as though it were looking at the ground in the distance.
I could feel the intense energy in the room, but it wasn’t “evil” or “negative”. And it wasn’t trying to frighten me. It wasn’t doing anything.
I quietly started talking to it rather than freaking out and shutting down the experience. I thanked it for showing itself to me.
As I was talking, it started moving toward the doorway. My gut clenched because it looked like it was coming straight for me.
And then I watched the darkness shift and move. And my girlfriend (who lives next door to me) stepped out of the darkness and stood there just outside my closet door.
I actually asked her by name “Is that really you?” (I’ve seen dark shapes morph and shapeshift a few times and take on forms like birds and cows, but I’ve never seen someone I knew.)
It turned out it really was my girlfriend. She has a key and was trying to find something of hers in my closet without waking me up.
She froze when I turned over looked straight at her and started mumbling something.
I tried doing some mental gymnastics and explaining it away as the robed figure was just the shape of her skirt and hair as she stood there. And it worked until the next day.
But the experience was too powerful, too real. And I couldn’t deny it.
When she got off work that night, I asked her what she experienced that night. (She’s sensitive too and we sometimes do energy work together.)
She told me the energy in my house felt very weird. She told me that normally it feels very clean, but it was thick that night.
She was trying not to wake me up, but it freaked her out when I looked at her and started mumbling. She was trying to figure out if I was talking in my sleep or not.
She told me it felt like she was in a bubble when she was in the closet and she stepped out of the bubble when she walked out of the closet.
Of course, she thought I was nuts when I asked her if it was really her. lol
Monday night, we went out to eat. I went to the bathroom. As I closed the door to the stall, I knew that the figure standing inside my closet’s open door was somehow important.
There’s no doubt I was in a very altered state that night.
Can anyone help me understand my experience? Feel free to ask questions. I know this experience meant something, but I don’t know what.
Did the entity use my girlfriend’s energy to manifest? There wasn’t any incense smoke or anything like it in the house.
Also, do silver flames mean anything to you? Not silver fire, but silver flames. The “flames” part seems to be important enough to use that exact word.
I was doing Qigong a few days before this and absorbed energy from the universe like I normally do, but this time I had a brief clairvoyant vision of me standing within a circle of silver flames. I knew it was something to pay attention to.