As some of you might have read already I’m communicating with the Beloved ( a living person) either through flame meditation or through something similar to Vashikaran @ElectricDragon but without the mantras.
I think that is what I am doing as I am not in direct contact and quite frankly attempting to explain why I am contacting this man would be too weird and long winded to go into and not what this question is about. All I will say is that there is a connection; I reacted by creating my own connection but this goes back way back whenever before we were both born this time around.
The question is this - we have conversations, or rather a rational person would observe a nutter talking to a photo and responding to it. But when we respond from the physical lower self (which could be either truthful or deceitful) what happens at the higher self level - is it equally truthful of deceitful when responding?
Today’s question from the Beloved was not a particularly pleasant one and it brought up/dredged up a couple of people who’d tried it on with me BUT hadn’t succeeded in bedding me - the Beloved seemed to think that I had actually had relations with these two individuals at some point.
I don’t know where this came from or why these two individuals seemed to be the focus as both are over 20 years ago and neither were relationships or one night stands or anything to me other than one being an acquaintance of my then husband and the other a creep who worked with me.
During this conversation I actually stopped and wondered if I was constructing this whole thing myself but then was pulled back by the Beloved.
I know this all sounds totally nuts, believe me - it’s mad to me as well, and I have actually wondered if I’m bordering a psychotic episode.
The other thing is that I was going to stop the communication and do a banishing of energies but then got distracted and carried on. I’ve also had a lot of shivering and not felt his visits for three nights though he (as has Duke Dantalion) assures me that he’s been. I’m wondering if coming off pain medication is causing this as well.
Your thoughts if you have a moment and have done anything or experienced anything similar please?
Thank you in advance.