To those that have any experience here I am interested in the blank evocation - I have only had one issue once with it…
I have to come to terms with revealing some mixed feelings…
1 was - calling in an ascended master for assistance - and it was surreal when he came - his Holiness Babaji… I begged to be spared as an animal not as a human for I had not acted as one…
I am unsure if this was a bounceback due to the type of entities or not…
I think it was specific to the entities as I had ZERO attachment or judgement to the action itself…
First time, 4 entities appeared from the 4 directions and flew off - some of the enities returned - I have no idea why… probably to investigate or talk with me? They definately tried a kind of stare off…
Second time, no bounce back - was a different, it was crowned and in robes - the effects took place over a few months and the targets life went upside down laced with frustrations in every possible way…
An Elevated Being, in Robes and a crown did draw near - and I felt that they heard and moved with purpose suddenly… they were gone…
I Learnt that several people were frustrated… their misery offered as incense to my own satisfaction - my satiety for the discomfort and disrespect - I took from them as they dared to talk down to me… their pain, their lack of control, their misery and bitterness many times more than what they caused me…
I am not here for moralising - and dont have the energy to reply to why this was done. Clearly it was passion ruling - whilst openning spiritual energies… I had a minimal tollerance… perhaps that was the issue… and also people are dicks… I know I have been, when I look back I realise it is all a process of awakenning…
The first backfire was traumatic.
The second was fullfilling without backfire…
Getting into the state of trance is always the issue.
I realised a satisfaction and empowerment to overcome authoritarian abuse of power and being pissed upon…
I seek to pre-empt and block people from having that opportunity - and as I have learnt that lies within my own awareness