I’ve been replicating some very obvious, negative patterns in my life, and after talking to Haniel one night, it was revealed to me that all this negativity I’m experiencing was something I was unconsciously doing, and that it had been going on for so long, and was so powerful, that I was pretty much cursing myself.
I called on Hent’yos today, and he told me it was time to deal with this by evoking the fear in my life in astral form, as it is already a sentient being at this point, and having it bound and destroyed. Only problem is, I’m not quite certain how to go about doing this. I work with spirits much more than I work with thought forms and egregores, so I’m used to having a sigil or name to chant.
I decided that I was going to evoke the Archangel Michael, and then do some pore breathing while building up my anxiety (perhaps breathing in fire to help cleanse myself) to the point where I can start expelling it via my breath, and then have Michael bind and dispose of it.
I think it’s a solid plan, but again, I have very little experience when it comes to thought forms. I know a lot of you are interested in making your own egregores, so I was hoping for your input in how to deal with this entity. I’ve also toyed with the idea of keeping it around to serve me instead, as at this point the amount of thought and energy I’ve put into it is astronomical, but I feel like it might be more effort than it’s worth.
Anyone else ever attempt anything like this?