My ex broke up with me in June but we still talk very often, almost daily. I have made a ton of progress in getting him drawn back to me emotionally, but the problem is that he has made no effort to actually get back together and in fact he seems to be resisting the idea. It’s frustrating because as recently as 2 weeks ago he said he loves me and always will, when I told him I feel the need to step away he tried to convince me to stay and told me talking with me has always made him happy, he’s said that no one else in his life cares as much about him as I do except for his mother, and he constantly thanks me for believing in him even when he doesn’t believe in himself. It’s like he subconsciously knows he wants to be with me and being with me would bring him supreme happiness, but something in him is fighting it (I think this is due to either his stubbornness, his depression and low self-esteem, or his mother’s influence because she hates me and it’s mutual). It makes me angry that he is so resistant to getting back together when we both clearly love each other and are very happy when we are together. It pains me when I feel he is rejecting me for no good reason, and I want him to feel this pain. A couple of nights go I wrote down exactly what I want in order to gain clarity into my own feelings:
“(Person) will become completely obsessed with me. The only thing he desires is to be reunited in a relationship with me. He feels desperate for me. He will lose everything in his life (job, apartment, friends) until he realizes I am his only source of happiness. He will take any and all action required to get back into a permanent relationship with me.This relationship will quickly lead to moving in with me and marrying me. He will never want or be able to date or talk to any woman except for me. He will be utterly miserable without me, and blissfully happy with me. He will initiate contact with me every single day, multiple times a day. He will chase me and will feel no fulfillment whatsoever until he achieves obtaining a permanent,committed, monogamous relationship with me. The more he tries to fight his obsessive desire to be with me, the more miserable he will become, until he has no choice but to submit.”
Given this intention, which spirits or spells do you think would be most successful to manifest what I want? I am strongly learning towards calling on an Intranquil Spirit but I’m curious if there is something that may be even more effective given my specific desires. I obviously have no problem with using black magic- in fact, I feel much more drawn to the dark arts than white magic- and I don’t believe that this work will cause me harm or somehow incur some karmic debt. Basically I don’t care how brutal I have to be, as long as my intention is fulfilled relatively quickly. Any suggestions? Anyone been in a similar situation with similar feelings as mine?