Ok. This is going to be weird. I’ll start with my glamorous life, and the best date I’ve ever had. A couple nights ago I found myself in a badass Ferrari with a handsome guy, and he took me to a fashion show somewhere in a seaside city in a Baltic country. I got to see Kate Moss and Isabella Rossellini of all people, modeling some crazy outfits, and a bunch of other awesome stuff went on.
Yeah, this didn’t really happen guys. I wish, lol. I was simply lucid dreaming. Anyway, the handsome man was none other than Lord Lucifer, himself.
I have been working with him a lot lately, and the past few days, he has been requesting some sort of romantic relationship with me. I have been very hesitant, but I asked him to come to me in a dream if he was serious, hence my fabulous date.
Here’s my problem. I don’t know if I want this. I have been considering petitioning Lilith for a spirit lover, according to very exact details of what I want. And I am looking for very specific details. Maybe my standards are too high, but he would be my spirit lover, so why not go for it, huh?
Anyway, since I have been getting closer to doing this petition, all the sudden, Lucifer is apparently vying for the top spot, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to disrespect him by asking him for certain things, but he has told me he will give me all I want and more, should I choose a relationship with him. I told him I’ve got nothing to offer but my love and attention, and he says that’s ok.
But, I don’t want to agree to this and find out it’s not what I want, and still be longing for the spirit lover i was going for. I am torn. What to do?