So, I got this new sleep medication called Belsomra. It causes sleep paralysis and intense nightmares and delirium type dreams in larger doses.
I took too much last night and was terrified to fall completely asleep because everytime I would start dozing off, I would enter this intense hypnagogic delirium which was difficult to break and awake from because it was like sleep paralysis. After coming out of it a couple times, I realized I was in between world’s, hella hypnagogic-like, and the veil was extremely thin, so I decided to start experimenting with it. I decided to shapeshift my astral form into a female to allow this demon to start raping me, since I could feel this demonic presence just drooling to take over completely. So I succeeded and could feel everything in my physical body, I had a vagina, but also a raging boner. I didn’t let it finish, so it probably got uber pissed…
Anyway, It was a literal horror show, so for a little while I was hesitant to fall asleep, but that was extremely difficult, so i was drifting in and out of this hellish confusion and delirium. Thee most impossible and I explicable synesthesia between world’s was occuring.
After a while of being unable to discern nightmare from reality, I entered a dream of highly intelligent content. A family of people were singing reality into creation, manipulating everything into perfect meaning, then it turned out each part of the family was representing a different system in my body, like my bodily systems were projecting themselves as a perfect family orchestra of reality creation.
So for dream magic I would say this drug has massive potential, anyway. I couldn’t find anything like this online, even at erowid, so I figured it is important to start spreading the word for the psychonauts of the forum.