A few days ago I was talking with a friend about some problems I have been experiencing in my life. My path has usually been closer to rootworking, etc., but I have been feeling like there is more out there that I need to experience and utilize. My friend suggested I try working with Azazel. We talked at length about what I needed and how I could properly ask for Azazel’s help and teaching. A couple of days later, I did the evocation for Azazel. I felt a few things but most notably was a pressure building up in my head and chest. I ended the evocation, and continued on with my regular routine for bedtime.
That night, I did not dream and I am usually a very active and vivid dreamer. However, the next night, I was awakened multiple times. Most times I knew I had been either dreaming or projecting, but I couldn’t remember anything. This is highly unusual for me and I typically keep a journal of my dreams. This time I could not recall any details. As soon as I would try, my thoughts would scramble. Finally, the last time I was awakened, it was because I felt like someone was sort of poking at the back of my leg. It was a combination of feelings that made me feel like someone was trying to wake me up. In my mind, all I could think and hear was Belial over and over again. It was not a whisper, it was a firm repetition. I tried to go back to sleep, but I could not.
Since this time, I have decided to shift my focus off of Azazel and onto Belial. I have repeatedly seen triple digits of several numbers presented to me every single day for a week. I have spent several days now researching Belial and how to properly work with him. My hope is to conclude my study of him soon and that I will feel when the time is right to begin working with him. I am excited at the opportunity, and I will definitely share more of this experience as it comes along.
