I apologize for the length of this. My dreams are something else, and pretty detailed.
In the first lucid dream I’ve had in years, I was on a staircase, heading down to a busy hotel lobby, when I suddenly became aware that I was dreaming. My friend looked at me and said “get it done.”
I looked back up the stairs and said, “I want to talk to Belial.” The lights turned off, and soft daylight through the windows gave everything a blue glow. I went to look back at my friend, and saw that everyone was gone. A noise came from further up the stairs, and when I turned the corner to climb the next flight, there was someone standing on the top step. As I approached them I noticed that they wore a mask, and a long gray robe. I asked them if they were Belial, and they shook their head. Then, they took out a 6 inch hollow needle, and pointed at their arm, then pointed to my arm. I knew what was coming next, but I asked if getting poked by the needle would wake me up as things like that have woken me up from lucid dreams before. Again, they shook their head, then push the needle, parallel to the bones, into my arm until only a centimeter was poking out. They led me into a large room with a hospital bed, and motioned for me to lay down. As I did, they stuck a tube into the hollow part of the needle, and started running fluid into my arm. I sat up, look in the mirror across from the bed, and saw that I had growths coming out of my neck, and as more fluid was pushed into my arm, the bigger the growths became. I tore the needle out of my arm, saw that my neck went back to normal, and I let the person know that I was not ready to do this. They were very understanding. I was allowed to leave.
I made my way back down the stairs, through the lobby that was once again full of people, and outside where I proceeded to ask as many people as I could where I could find Belial. No one knew, until I stumbled upon a man who was looking over at me. He seemed nervous as I approached him. Before I could speak he told me that he knew where Belial was. I looked at his arm and saw a tattoo of a woman with a needle in her arm, growths coming out of her neck. Before I could ask about it the tattoo became animated. The growths separated from her neck, and dissolved into nothing. A gold aura surrounded her. “I should have stayed”. I said. “Should have let it happen.”
He told me that he understood. Told me that he did “the needle thing”, told me it was terrifying, but he was so glad he did it. He pointed to a building across the way. “In there.”
I walked into the building to find myself in a large ballroom filled with other entities. I was unsure who they were. One came over to me as the room fell silent. “Oh, well, see everyone is on their best behavior when he shows up.” He nodded towards the gap forming in the crowd in front of me. A tall, stern man was then floating in my direction. I asked if it was Belial. The same entity nodded. “Oh absolutely.” Belial wore long black robes, with a dark red cape and had a headdress on that resembled the ones that Emperors in Ancient China wore. The closer he got, I noticed he had black hair to his shoulders, a mist in his eyes, and gray skin. He never changed his stern expression, and he never said a word. We nodded at each other respectfully, and he stopped about six inches from my face. I asked him what I could do for him. I asked him why I felt that he was calling to me. He looked at the entity behind me, who came and stood next to me. He then looked back at me, raised his eyebrow, and poked my nose. He then slid past me. I looked at the being next to me who said, “He wants you to lighten up.” I laughed. “What?” I looked all around for Belial, and I noticed the scenery changing. I was no longer in the ballroom, I was now in a crappy apartment watching an old woman cook on the stove.
I felt like I knew her, like she was related to me. Before I could even approach her she started to insult me. Told me I was no good, told me that I would never be enough for a man, and that everything I feared about myself was true. I felt angry, but I also felt like there was nothing I could do to make her stop. After while, I had enough, and I went outside and found myself on a dirt road that ran through a small town. I knew that I was going to start to wake up, and I just had one more question for Belial. It wasn’t long before I found a man holding back a massive black Rottweiler. The dog was ready to attack, viciously growling, foaming at the mouth. I ask the man if he knew where Belial went. He nodded at me and asked if I needed help. I did. I had a thought that the woman from the apartment would be coming to attack me. I was right. She ran up behind me and grabbed me from behind. She was digging her nails into my arms, and hissing in my ear. It was crippling. The man holding back the Rottweiler yelled “If you want help, you have to tell me. You have to tell me right now!” I screamed “Yes! Yes I want help!” He let the dog go, and it leapt onto the woman. I was free from her grip, and I stood up straight and strong. The dog ran a circle around me and the woman who was face down on the ground bleeding out of the enormous hole in her back. He then sat off in the corner, out of the way. With the last of her strength, the woman managed to flip over. She was bleeding from her eyes, and she looks at me and rasped, “So, This is how it’s going to be?” “Yeah” I said, then woke up.
After I had a couple of minutes to digest what had just happened, I just started crying. Not because I was scared, or because I felt a sense of dread, it was because the whole thing was just so overwhelmingly awesome.
I hadn’t even really thought about working with Belial before that dream. I had only woken up a few times with his name in my mind and dismissed it so I was surprised that I picked him to talk to and not any of the other entities that I’ve attempted to have an experience with. I even had a dream where I was listening to Lucifer’s enn, and by the end of it the people doing the chant we’re praising King Belial. I had been hesitant to call on him considering his reputation, but, a few nights ago I drew out his sigil and chanted the enn, and felt this insane amount of pressure in the room. I just sat with that for a while and meditated. I didn’t hear anything, but I definitely felt it. My ears were ringing afterwards, and I felt drunk. So, I’m at the start of a relationship with him, and even though I didn’t have a major experience during the ritual, a couple things have already happened in my life that I can attribute to him. It’s pretty exciting, and scary. Haha. I suppose that any advice or input would be welcomed. I’ve felt like he’s calling to me. He wants me to work with him, I think but I know I have to tread a little carefully where he’s concerned.
I just wanted to share my dream and my experience thus far. Thank you for reading all of this.