I’m here because I want to a start to whatever may come for me in the future regarding the left hand path. I’ve already asked opinions about the runic system, but that’s more for my divination purposes.
Let me explain in what position I am right now. I’m already in contact with Azazel but I feel a need to grow further if I’m to lay first contact (on my own, my very actual first contact was guided through someone else) with him. I used to meditate with the attempts of opening my third eye when I was younger but I was rather impatient and expected results from the get go, which is something I’ve learned does not happen. Other then all that I’ve also do multiple simple candle spells that always worked out for me but that’s about it for experience.
What my question is, is what do I begin with? Evocation, divination or something else? I don’t want to just influence my life and make it better. I have this hunger that I want to claim my own destiny and change it to whatever I desire, disregarding of how it may affect others around me.
Before anyone says so, I don’t expect harry potter mumbo jumbo where candles light up around me with a blazing torch when I do something. I’m still realistic.
Thanks in advance!