As I’ve stated in my introduction, I am farely new to magick.
At a young age, my mom introduced me to tarot cards, pendulums and reiki…but that’s about it.
But for about two years now, I’ve had this undying interest in satanism and demonology. I never really acted on it though, apart from reading about it online.
But as of late, this urge grew inside me to start working with black magick to the point of feeling this need to devote myself to it fully and learn everything I possibly can. Beginning of the year I knew it was time to solidify this, by making a pact with lucifer, but as i looked into it more, I knew there was something better for the task I’ve given myself…so there i was on EA’ channel, taking in every bit of information, with a special interest in his workings with Azazel. I was so fascinated by him and in my introduction I also mentioned that I’ve signed up for the upcoming Sword of Azazel ritual next monday.
I do feel like it was the right decision, because it feels like I was led to EA’s channel, so i would find out about this ritual by some outside force…might aswell be Azazel, but since I have virtually zero experience with spirits apart from seeing shadow people and during sleep paralysis as a child, a 7’ ish tall Grim Reaper stood just outside my room.
My astral senses are really underdeveloped though…the only thing is that I am able to sense peoples auras, if they are within a few meters from me, but I’m working on my clairsentience with an old friend, who taught me reiki, because he is able to see spirits in the forrest, i assume those would be elementals, or whisps, or something of that nature.
Last night, I meditated on Azazels sigil, repeating “Come Azazel Come” and “Alash tad, Alash tal, Ashtu” in my head, because I felt it would be a good idea to ask Azazel himself, about my choice and what to do, to prepare for the upcoming ritual.When i did that, the sigil started radiating with color and mildly moving and I felt a presence, but it was not quite what i had expected. It felt warm and kind of energyzing, I don’t really have any better words for what that felt like. But I got a few answers to my questions, but it was my own voice in my head, just alot quieter. I took it as it is, but i’ve always had a problem of doubting myself and disregarding my intuition alot, so my subcontience still felt like i was just talking to myself.
Anyway…since I signed up for the ritual, I haven’t really been thinking about anything but Azazel.
Reading some of your experiences with him gave me some reassurance, but I was just wondering if anybody could maybe give me a few beginner pointers of what to expect.
Also, since I don’t have any real experience with spirits, is there an undeniable way of knowing that what I’m sensing is infact Azazel and not some other entity?
And lastly a rather trivial question: I live in germany, so the timezones are a bit off and since the ritual is on a monday, so i’ll be at work, while the ritual is taking place. Is it possible that i’ll feel anything or that Azazel will come to me at work? Or will that not happen untill i’ve performed my part of the ritual?
That is all…sorry about the lengthy post, but I appreciate anybody who takes the time to read through it