I have been following your videos on youtube for a few months now and gain deeper knowledge in black magick and the occult. I have had a hard past with growing up with an abusive father and to this day I am still dealing with that abuse even though he is out of my life. He is not as strong as before but I still catching myself still giving him energy that really he doesn’t deserve. I have been reading the Satanic bible by Anton LeVay, and came across the ritual of destruction. I have been debating placing a curse on him in revenge of what he has done and moving on from there. Should I do this? or use magick in other ways of getting rid of that negative energy. I have noticed that my father’s energy and what happened in the past has been affecting my practice in black magick and I would like to know if there is a way to put this to bed for once and for all.