Been having bad days after summoning lucifer, having extreme anxiety rn

i’m really new to magick and especially summoning, recently îve been summoning lucifer maybe 2-3 times and just trying to meditate on his sigil and feel his prescence which i did the first time and felt really high and tripped out, spoke with a teacher î knew who was into esotericism and he told me once i call for spirits tjey stay with you until death and that scared the crap out of me wnd îm wondering if Lucifer is feeding on my life energy or î havw lesser beings from my summoning feeding on my negativity and îm really scared and need help

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Lucifer doesn’t need to feed on humans, and the most likely source is a parasite (lesser entity) - did you set up wards or any kind of protection before you started

If not, it’s a good idea to do that next. I don’t know why modern books never mention this, because it really causes problems. As above so below.

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I performed the LBRP before. I am reflecting and I believe these are more of mental challenges î need to conquer myself to grow

LBRP banishes it doesn’t stop them coming in the first place. Why wait until there’s a problem? An ounce of prevention is better than a pound of cure.

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I checked the sources you gave me, how do I start stopping them completely

This is what shields and wards are for. A shield is around you and goes with you, a ward is a large shield for your house, bed, ritual area.

  1. Scroll down in this collection of tutorials for the ones called “shield” and “ward”.
  2. Read them through. All of them - this is magick 101 and it’s all good foundational learning
  3. Pick the ones you want to employ and do those.

I couldn’t really find stuff for shields, thank you for advice though!!!

You can’t have looked. You can’t lean magick without slowing down and taking the time to actually read through things. All the good stuff is in books and a short attention span is going to trip you up.

2nd link in?

4th post:

7th post:

9th post:

Please read this. This is not a simple question and the answer must be tailored to your situation. If you can’t even read a ready-made collection of tutorials, only a dozen of them, that just save you hours of research, I don’t know what to tell you.

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sorry, i struggle with a really bad attention span, i have a habit to skim through stuff and îll read the things you pointed out for me

In Abaddon’s compendium there is a prayer to set up a shield over your temple and prevent hostile influences from entering.

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It sounds more like you are being tested, you were presented a challenge to overcome.

I am not saying there is nothing else going on, but knowing what I know about Lucifer, while he is very fatherly to those he likes, he will also give them challenges to face and better themselves.

Take everything one step at a time and persistent.

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