After years of complete and utter failure at dating I have decided to call it quits, it is not worth the pain and misery and without resorting to a emotional rant that borderlines on Misogyny and Misanthropy I will simply say with regards to dating women… I am done.
That being said, I wanted to find out a way to rid myself of all sexual/romantic desires. I have tried different techinques such as The Psionic Supervillain meditation by Charles Cosimano. I meditated on villains such as Darkseid, Galactus, anything that is asexual in nature and looks at love as the burden it is rather than a luxury. It has some success, but the side-effect is that it makes me a cold-hearted blood thirsty nihilist. xP, not that that is a bad thing, it just is a side-effect of the ritual that I am not accustomed too.
Basically I would like to become like Spock.
I am wondering what would be the best pathworking to achieve this goal as it will cause a huge alchemical shift in consciousness? Goetic, Qlippothic, Enockian, Chaotic, Vampiric?