Journal Entry 8
Well, I realized I very well may have been traveling dimensions for a couple years. When it first happened I figured it was just another crazy dream, but over time I started to realize maybe it was for real… When I woke up this morning after having another dimension travel dream, I did realize completely that it all actually happened…
I can’t remember much about the dream, but only very few things and what I was told when I woke up. In the dream, I was in a point of view of me from another dimension. Honestly, not the first or second time I viewed another dimensional me… Anyways, “other me” was realizing maybe she didn’t need Deimos. Yes, Deimos, god of terror and the god I’m also in love with. She let go of him. When I woke up I was told to “NEVER LET HIM GO!”
I also remember being almost completely asleep still, but trying to write this down:
Yes, bad hand writing, I know. I was almost asleep, after all. Anyway, I’ll type down what it is that was written.
"You are by far stronger than any other Calli." Aka, any other versions of me.
"There will be others after you. Yes, entities and more." That part makes me nervous. Who wouldn’t be? Well, probably someone who is great at magick…
"Don’t let him go. Never." I do care for Deimos. I really do. This all reassures some things for me, though…
I’m still trying to wrap my head around all of this. This did strengthen my senses some. I just never would’ve guessed that I was stronger than any other version of myself… It’s crazy but kinda cool.
Also, before the message was even written down, she did actually say something like “I know this sounds cheesy as h***, but you are stronger than any of us.”
“Us” meaning any other version of me.