Pretty new to Magick. Started my neophyte grade (Thru the golden dawn) about a month ago but I think the left hand path is a lot more suited for me in my situation.
In short I need help beating my case. I am litterly not the person they are trying to portray me to be and im more than dedicated to do WHATEVER (I mean WHATEVER) it takes to get this case thrown out, dismissed, etc…
So I have a few thousand to invest, but want to know from others what are the best paths/courses I should take? Like I said Im 100% committed to anything that can help me in my situation right now especially when my case is set for trial in a month or two.
A little more detail:
So Im fighting a major case (Home Invason, Attempt Murder, etc) thats trying to give me 35+ years. This case has been on going since 2015 and just started motions today… today the Judge decided not to throw out a statement I told police. Long story short, they fucked with my head and had me talking. they also have two other witnesses, and thats pretty much all theyve got. No real hard evidence, just a lot of talk.
I ended up in this position because of a girl thats played me for over 6 years.(Not bitching, just wanna show the energy I have towards this) First three was hard to get over and messed me up real bad. I got into this situation and felt i had to be cool with her because of my case but ended up leaving her almost a month ago when i found out she got pregnant by some other guy that had kids and was engaged. (Oh and we have kids, oldest being 3 thats another reason i stayed this long with her)…
What I just shared about her is only a little piece of what shes done (It’s nothing…). She is the single most person that destroyed my life in soo soo soo many ways… But I fixed MYSELF up. Not really looking to bitch, just to give context on how much hate I can easy conjer up inside of me for her. for pushing me to the edge and having me still be dealing with this shit. Now I have soo much ahead of me in life, I found something I love, and besides this court case which I did my best to just shrugg off, my life is looking GOOOD!! (:
At the end of the day she is a person that I have built up soooooooooo much disgust for ( But I withhold) I know Every single part of me (If I wanted too, and i do but id rather save that energy until I know what to do) will do anything to either turn the tables on her or just get WHAT I FUCKING DESERVE ALREADY!
Again, I don’t just hope, I WILL do whatever it takes to learn the necessary work I must learn to CONTROL MY DESTINY. I’ve been looking at “ritual for hire” fro law too… Plan on doing that, but I dont just want a help from the demonic spirits, IM GOING TO IMMERSE MYSELF into this craft and show my deepest respects.
Any help pointing me in the right direction is greatly appreciated!