I’m currently in constant battle, since at least 2 weeks directly protecting my mum from multi-organ failure and working towards her healing.
She’s having Cancer,
blood poisoning,
organ failure in gallblader, liver, kidneys…
Her skin was completely bright yellow when she got into hospital,
where for 10-12 days, she’s not even gotten full medical treatment,
on “regular station”.
She’s been transfaired to intense care,
where finally they started really treating the amount and severety of the diseases.
To make that one thing clear:
I don’t want to hear any version of:
“just let her go.”
I know, she’s in this state due to Astral consequences for magick i casted,
and i’ve actually asked for this healing to take place.
It’s part of a Mass-Evokation, transformative rite.
So, there’s a complete ARMY of Angels (air and fire),
working on it.
Belial even became super cool and nice,
and told me to banish him,
when he felt my dad being insulted by his presence.
What i do need to get off my chest:
barely anyone outside of magick could even belief what’s going on here.
She’s been almost over the brindge of death several times during the hospital time,
my dad my family, i with my whole godhood…
There’s tons of people standing her side,
and making sure she’s getting better.
However, we’ve had so much effort going in already…
It’s hard to keep focus.
Even with So ham Akal.
Even aware of Eternity…
Last time i had a family member sick with Cancer,
i wasn’t able to prevent that death completely,
but at least managed to move her savely into a new incarnation.
I’ve reached confirmation about her re-incarnation,
and even met her in person since she came back.
However, it came with a huge price,
and harmed my family over all,
to get her a new body.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth
