Lately I’ve had a strange obsession with the water. Until recently it was common for me to take baths with epsom salt in them both for Spiritual cleansing and physical alleviation of pain. After the last time I ran out of Epsom salt I kept taking them. Sometimes I’ll get out of one just to come back and start another one a couple hours later. This happens multiple times a day. It’s happened four times in one day before. Been a few times where I’m in the tub and I get this vision where I’m waking up in a vat of water. I assumed that this was just some form symbolism of rebirth? Or was it symbolism at all? Earlier tonight I was in the tub again and I tried to expand on the vision and see if maybe I could find some information. It worked to an extent. When I pull my head out of the water in the vision I look to the right and there’s a man(?), or I assumed he would look like one if he took off the giant trench coat (old detective style almost).He had on a top hat. But he also had on some form of gas mask? I thought it looked weird at first because it was a red mask with bit of black on it. I followed him out of the dark room and once we were through the doorway I saw a sky filled with pink flowers and up at the top there was light and dark almost seeming to battle but a bit of the white was bleeding into the black and vice versa. Reminded me of the yin yang sign. He said it showed what’s going on in my mind. In the distance, he points to a red door. Tan/goldish doorknob. I started running towards this door. Full Speed Ahead! But when I got to the door and it swung open it oh, it was nothing! The other side of the door was simply a big step. Everything else was black. Nothingness? Darkness? I get a glimpse of the inside before the “man” completely pushes me off the step. I start to fall but catch myself on the step. He says “nice one” or something along those lines. He found it amusing. We stood in the doorway after that looking out at this nothingness. Then the vision ended.
Any ideas on what this means?