Nov 18, 2020.
14 mins of King Paimon. 25 mins of Belial.
39 mins in total.
Updates will follow.
Nov 18, 2020
Log 80
1 hour makeing introduction to my tarot deck.
Going to take a break i feel drained and can berly focous.
I will get back to it and probably for the next few days my meditations will be me building a relationship with my tarot deck
Nov 19, 2020
Log 81
30 min meditation with my tarot deck
Log 4
19.11.2020.
1 hour walk
5 min Mem Vav Mem
3 min Hey Hey Hey
Log 17
11/19/2020
I invoked Belial and then started a chakra meditation. I vibrated for each chakra its mantra 7 times. It was more like a ritual but I still count it as a meditation. There was also playing Belials enn in the background. The ritualistic meditation was 20 minutes long.
Log 11
27 minutes of belial and vapula
November 19, 2020
Log 29
45 minute silent meditation, followed by 15 minute AUM chant.
Nov 19, 2020.
10 of SuhnTalOck. 21 of Belial.
31 mins in total.
Updates will follow.
Nov 19, 2020
Log 82
Close to or fix 3 hours cleansing my tarot cards and building a relationship with them.
Feeling all beat up my head so heavy.
Going to sit in the darkness for a while and recharge
Nov 20, 2020
Log 83
14 min relaxing meditation. Then teased by a horny spirit so i had to end meditation
Log 45
November 20, 2020
12 minutes
The circle; then E. A.'s breathing counting up to 9 followed by visualization of blue ray/column descending in the body and a red one from below, vibration of “O” against internal blocks or hindering external energies; finally self-awareness.
Log 18
11/20/2020
2 invocations of Belial and Then vibrating bija mantras vor each chakra. After that 30 minutes of scrying. I hope that counts as meditation
Sure it does, as long as you control your thoughts and emotions
Log 5
20.11.2020.
Mem Vav Mem 10 min
Daled Nun Mem 10 min
Blue Ray 10 min
Log 12
30 mins meditation in total , Haagenti 15 min & Bathin 15 min
November 20, 2020
Log 30
30 minute silent meditation, followed by a 20 minute grounding meditation.
Nov 20, 2020
Log 84
45 min OBE attempt
15 min energy work
Log 6
21.11.2020.
15 min Blue Ray
5 min Mem Vav Mem
5 min Daled Nun Mem
Log 13
36 min meditation on Belial, Vine, and Vapula
Nov 21, 2020
Log 85
1 hour and a half tarot learning. This counts as mindful meditation