Oct 18, 2020.
Log 24.
~8-23 minutes.
Breath meditation, Shiva mantra, LLotA invocation + air mantra.
Minor note: the Shiva mantra has been dancing in my mind.
Updates will continue.
October 19,2020
log 19
10 min of this: Goshephalakamakaz
10 min of this: Axenofur
10 min black sun meditation
October 19, 2020
Log 4
40 minute silent meditation. I felt a lot of pressure on my crown this time and started seeing shapes forming in my eyelids.
October 20, 2020
Log 39
24 min root chakra meditation
October 17th
Log 7
Went on a nature walk that day with some friends in the forest, laid on the blanket and listened to the trees for about 20-30 minutes - observed that there are a variety of ways the trees can communicate, and each ones leaves carry their own songs in the winds and breezes.
October 18th
log 8
On and off i did attempt some meditation here and there but couldnt maintain more than a few minutes a piece. A difficult day, so i just immersed myself in the feelings and let myself feel them all day in their entirety until they were done - thats somewhat meditative in a way, letting go of resistance to ones feelings and just feeling them wholly.
October 19th
log 9
Poisonous plant meditation - brugmansia and mandrake, turning into an astral visit to Velenos’s temple and pmed him results - considered successful and grateful for feedback. About 30 minutes.
The shapes are a great sign! if they start to sharpen, try “falling” into them - thats what ive done to interesting results.
Log 23
October 20, 2020
16 minutes
Concentration on the 2 ideas of me as the center and expanding everywhere. Mental void, then focusing on different type of awareness: being sitting, looking (at laptop’s power button), listening (sounds from TV, computer, road) and breathing.
Log 12:
20/10/2020
15 mins third eye meditation.
Wooo i made it till 15 mins finally and yes i felt some warmth on my ear’s tragus and yes the room was cold so this was a supernatural experience. ^^
Thank you for that tip! I will definitely try that the next time it happens!
October 20, 2020
Log 5
45 minute silent meditation. I’ll actually shave a minute off of this meditation because about half way through I heard a man’s voice. It wasn’t menacing but it did startle me ha ha. It was only one word ‘outside.’
Yay! Congrats on your progress so proud of you ^-^
October 20, 2020
Log 40
26 min root chakra meditation.
My root chakra feels likes is glowing and burning.
Log 24
October 21, 2020
15 minutes
Center of universe, expansion, mental void.
“I’m sitting - I’m watching - I’m listening” and, finally, maintaining the body still for a bit.
42 minutes of “fuju meditation”.
Log In 21.10.20220 ended meditation at 2:22.
Had began at 1:40.
Peace our.
Sinfully,
Yberion
Oct 19, 2020.
25 minutes. Chanted LAM for 108 reps.
Updates will follow.
Oct 20, 2020.
~15-20 minutes. Shiva Mantra + Air Mantra. Heard an OM during the Shiva Mantra that sounded like Ganesha. I asked who else was here, and got the reply of Satan Beelzeboul.
Updates will follow.
Log 13:
21/10/2020
5 mins meditation in silence to get rid of all negtivity and stress.
October 21, 2020
Log 6
45 minute silent meditation.
October 20, 2020
30 min black sun meditation
October 21,2020
30 min black sun meditation
30 and something min 3 sun meditation. The grind to tgs started , yeyy