So my 30 days rolling with Azazel. Last night i couldn’t get my mind to shut up for more than a few mins here n there. I began after the water communing spat some in my bonzi now living in my temple.
I used an invocation posted by VK jehannum (not his first one but updated 2017)
I couldn’t sense and i stayed longer only partial tiredness then i found on going to bed i was unable to sleep until almost 5 this morning. I have not been so insomniac in months
Sunday was my first day working as a volunteer and tues- tomorrow is my second so… 1 1/2 dpwk But that didn’t tire me out in the least plenty of energy. Hah except for today.
I wonder why i having trouble focusing again and esp as i was actually being able to be fluid in this?
I did have a trigger as someknow i was a musician with some potential. They had vliolins on display - the cheaply made one of course sixed say about 12" & 13"… which sincethe viola was my second instrument at uni… well yeah the cause of my brief tears before the communion of water.
The spiritual communion goes well i feel like all enjoyed it. This time i added tears i sacrificed a loss.
My question is what is EA 's evocation for Azazel and do i really need to buy the book first…cause i am looking forward to owning some of those books. But my love affair with money is well like that with men i guess.
I ask n post cause really i have no other souces available and black witches / sourceres here… lot of white lighters but thats limited
Please and Thank you