It is hard to put into words what actually happened. EA’s journey to Mimas was extremely powerful and Azazel 's presence was by far the strongest I have felt so far. I saw my shadow body and hand of darkness and when I received my weapon I was really surprised as it is totally different to the gifts I received on the 21st, some of which have already been channelled artistically and given their purpose. The sword I received tonight is huge, it is black and made of metal forged flames. The hilt is encrusted with sapphires which have an inner glow. It has already been used twice under Azazel’s watch, by way of him training me how to use it. It was pretty simple, however it involves a specific movement and sound to activate it. After using it, my sword morphed into me and is now an inseparable part of me. I was in a trance for awhile after receiving the sword, my experience was so powerful A disappearance of form and mind, just heart beingness. JS’s video was also very powerful. It was wonderful to see how different each rite was and to feel the combined energy and power of the workings and everyone involved. In JS’s video, the most powerful part for me was the evocation of Satan. I felt him here with me in my apartment whilst experiencing the video footage of his rite so strongly that I was partially possessed, in that Satan was inside my energy field and physical form and our energies were blending. I am not sure what happened in a way that I can articulate much better than this, however I know that my life will never be the same again. Something has shifted big time for the better. A big thank you to EA, JS and everyone who worked so hard to put this rite and the video together.
Alash tad a’lash tal ashtu!