Hello all, I wrote a post yesterday about evoking too many spirits.
This is a totally new question/topic therefore new post
I had many experiences last night but nothing prepared me for this.
I followed the advice to burn all my sigils and connect with one spirit, of which I chose AZAZEL
I chanted “Its Rel Azazel” while opening his sigil.
IMMEDIATELY it flashed like lightning flowing through me.
I said Azazel you may come within me, look through my soul, my mind, my past and see if I am worthy of your teachings.
All the sudden my head started to float, my whole body went back slowly into my chair, back as straight as ever and kneck extended but I was ok with all of it.
THEN after seeing my soul, he went into my stomach and did some kind of psychic surgery or something, I felt my energy centers being worked on but he wouldn’t talk, he was focused. Then bam, electric jolted through my body, my back stiffened and I started vibrating from head to toe. I could feel this immense current flowing through me head to toe out of my feet. I said Azazel I trust you with my Soul and he said I am downloading something. This current ran for 10 minutes while I remained in the original position he put me in.
Then the energy slowed, he said I could move and all the sudden I am in this perfect zen state where words seem useless, where ideas of conquering or anything seem funny in comparision, just bliss. Mind you I am on my path of Godhood but the feeling is as if I have accomplished everything and to be honest, I have been through so much in life that I have come to a state of being where talking to the spirits has taken my focus more then manifesting desires in the simple sense(money,etc.) Tho don’t get me wrong I will do workings in the very near future for these things, but moreso for fun as I am dissatached from mundane things.
SO I was in this state all night where it felt like months ago where I used to meditate, put a blindfold on and walk through the woods sensing my way through the forest, heightening my senses. I also seen an owl once in physical form while doing this, took my blindfold off and there was an owl. Also had a Goddess arrive the other day in spirit showing me an Owl and Lion but thats another story, but Azazel does have a consort, so I think it was her.
Long story short, I was in this perfect meditative, complete state all night, I chanted again and my back went straight and his energy got stronger, which was just more of the meditative bliss lightning like feeling.
So today I wake up and my stomach felt like someone cut it open, but I felt wonderful. As soon as I noticed the pain tho, it went away when I said his name. I awoke at 5pm! 12hrs of sleep?
So as soon as I wake up I chant his name maybe 3 times, then voila, a blond haired spirit is looking me in my 3rd eye and I go immediately into the blissfull, complete state, of which I am in now. The only way I can explain this is it’s the feeling after you meditated for an hr straight and suddenly words seem silly, senses are heightened and at peace and you are complete.
He has shown me a loving warmth ever since. Also find myself randomly laughing at nothing, like existance is funny. He is a God force with no master, whose peace passeth all understanding. He is pure will, unformed lifeforce that can forego any label, restriction, or power. He is pure power.
I was not expecting his presence to be like this but I am glad it is. Anyone else had this experience with him?