In the beginning of my journey in search for power and knowledge the only father figure I had was my grandfather. He’s the one that taught me how to think and how to stay strong against the world. Later in my life I realized I had projected an illusion unto him, that wasn’t him. I saw him differently then, before. This might be common to the average adult.
However the illusion is what trusted power into my being as I wanted to surpass him as my teacher. I eventually did, really quickly and really early. The illusion faded for almost a year, but some of the fading power flowed through pushing me to learn. The first time I evoked Azazel I was scared shitless, but after a relationship began to form I noticed that the illusion I projected unto my grandfather is the exact energy resonating from the familiarity of Azazel. I remember now picking up traits that I thought were my grandfather’s, but instead the projection I had onto him. Now learning about Azazel, these traits were Azazel’s traits. How can this be? Any thoughts?
When I was bored and had nothing to do I’d lie in bed and go VERY deep into my imagination. Dabbling into soul travel I noticed it was similar to what I was doing my whole life. Could it be I was meeting entities in the astral realm that helped my ascent?
I have a few questions though.
Lady Eva mentioned bringing a demon child into this world in a post. How can one tell if they’re a demon child or angel child and how is this done? Could an imp/familiar from a demonic army come into this world as a human?