Salutations! My name is Emilio. I am a Spanish (Iberian)-American of 37 years of age hailing from Orlando, Florida, USA. Truth be told, I’m inexperienced in the realm of the occult and magic, and I’m here to learn as much as I can (that is, outside of the relevant texts to which I have access: a PDF of “Liber Azerate” and “The Book of Sitra Achra”) (and share my experiences, once had) about the path I have decided to tread, that being Anti-Cosmic Satanism.
As forementioned, I’m new to this, so I don’t have a history, really, aside from a few unfruitful attempts at runic magic (probably due to being “spiritually insensitive”, as my then-girlfriend had put it, and just going about it the improper way) in the early 2010s. In 2021 or 2022, I was introduced to the Left Hand Path by a German interlocutor with whom I had communicated in a group chat on Telegram. I had put it off until mid May when I had finally decided to walk the infernal path. Welp… initiation (at least according to the four primary feasts of the Satanic tradition mentioned in “Liber Azerate”) is not 'til Walpurgisnacht. That and I don’t yet have the necessary items for rituals and such, though my PDF copies of “The Lesser Key of Solomon”, “Grimorum Verum” and “The Book of Sitra Achra” should help to give me an idea. So on the interim, there is time for further education in the Dark Arts and preparation.
Come to think of it, I do have one thing to share that I am curious about. One afternoon, within the past two to three months, I was reading the last 2/3 or 3/4 of ‘Liber Azerate’; 1–3 hours later, I had closed my eyes and saw a blonde-haired woman with black corneas and sclerae vomiting upwards at a 45° angle and on each side of her a bloody pentagram. Mind you, I had been reading all day, that day. I wonder what that vision could have meant.
Now, as to how I found this site, well, I had Googled “working with different currents”, because I wanted to know if Current 218 could be worked in parallel or intermittently with whichever current that the material in “Black Seal of the Inner Circle” by Bale Brooks deals with. After some reading, and ‘cause both approaches, at one point or another, promote self-deification, I suppose both currents are or can be compatible/ complimentary (?). Do correct me if I’m wrong, though.
Cheers!
) To my knowledge, although his books—with the exception of ‘Liber Azerate’—were written in English (presumably in an attempt to reach a larger crowd), his order is/was restricted to Sweden.
). I agree. I also agree with what you said later in the response, that one needn’t necessarily communicate with deities, being that the energies are there and have always been there. Have you heard of “resonators“ (geometric shapes that conduct and direct (etheral?) energy) before? There may very well be some truth to sacred geometry.