Hello everyone, been lurking a while and hopefully I can start to contribute to this forum with the little bit of knowledge and experience I have in the occult. So I’ve been working through the mastering evocation course and as of right now I’m trying to open the sigil of Sastan and Azazel. I have worked with the sigil of Sastan for about a week right now and even though I have not progressed to the point where I can communicate or see spiritual beings I feel like I’m making a bit of progress. As of Azazel I actually just started trying to open his sigil and I don’t know if it was the lack of sleep or if it is easier to connect with Azazel but I could almost see his sigil floating off of the paper before I unconsciously stop it before it completely activates. I could also feel something behind me which could have been Azazel or could be just me. So since working these excercise I’ve realized that I have fear of demons whether from too many late night movies or from the general consenses of demon’s I don’t know. My question however is should I just plow through, which is my initial plan, or is there something that I should do before I continue working with them?
Thank you for reading and I appreciate any input.