Time for my 2nd thread and the reason why I found and joined this forum in the first place. Pretty much around 2 months ago I had a really vivid, strongly detailed semi lucid dream where Asmodeus appeared. For years since I was a child, I’ve been not only able to easily lucid dream but I can differentiate between different types, for example sometimes I can wake myself up at will and sometimes I can’t. The later sort of feels like “captive dream”, and if I’m able to wake myself I’m always forced back to sleep so to speak, I literally feel a pull back to the dream world and I believe this is when certain entities either appear or are trying to contact me. Also my dreams have continuity, oftentimes I’ll recall the same locations or events that happened in dreams prior and they build upon each other.
I entered one of these captive dreaming states and was in a dungeon. I couldn’t wake myself up and I was aware of my physical body and surroundings in my room but couldn’t get back there. I explored the mostly empty dungeon, which also had a water section that I swam around in. I think there some minor pest type annoyance creatures around too and also hostile people that I had to kill(sometimes these dreams play out like a role playing session of sorts oddly enough).
I eventually got to the top of the dungeon and talked to a group of men who told me I wasn’t supposed to be there and that some of the people I “killed” were of their grouping but they’d let me try to escape. They said in order to do so I had to proceed down a hall but that I would be attacked by “heroes” and would have to defend myself. Suddenly a girl from their group offered to join me and help me try to escape and I was given a sword. We proceeded down the hallway and got into a big brawl. I tried my best and took down one but I was terrible with the sword and was killed. I felt the stabs and slashes vividly.
Suddenly me and the girl were tied down on a floor of a dark basement. Almost glued to the floor but also tied with rope. I tried desperately to wake up to no avail but was able to astral project out of the ceiling. I found myself back in my physical room and I could see it and even see my pets and animals.
I floated up through the ceiling onto the roof of my building, kept going upwards into the sky, then into a building, then into a dimly lit red waiting room. Then into ANOTHER skyline that looked like a cyberpunk esque city. The whole sky was crimson red like a weird lighting was cast down on the city. Suddenly huge wings appeared and figure started to form. At this point I wasn’t able to move myself I was just kinda stuck in place watching all this.
Suddenly a voice called me and said “Lord Lucifer has challenged you! I am Asmodeus, and for that glorious task I shall lend you my aid!” I realized that the figure in the sky before me was Lucifer, and Asmodeus was at my side and joined me to contend with Lucifer. A message flashed through my head saying “contend with Lucifer’s challenge and decipher the meaning of this encounter” and as I tried my best to control my free floating astral form, I was actually able for the first time in one of these projection instances to control myself and move around although it felt very tiring. Lucifer transformed into a dragon and I flew at him ready for a fight and then we collided and I actually physically woke up.
I woke up in a shock feeling physically sore ans if I had just ran a marathon and tired and a mild headache.
I had read about Asmodeus before but not in detail, mostly as a side note to other stuff I was reading about. But I looked into him and a lot of stuff was very interesting to me. I’ve been resistant to believing that this stuff follows me for years, I’m very much a man of science type but this type of stuff has been happening to me since I was a child and it happened to my mom as well before me.
I decided to meditate on his ENN before sleep and said if he wanted to talk, I’d be there. That night I had another similar captive dream type scenario. I was in a barren land riding a mine cart and the mine cart stopped in a desert. I perceived a large bestial Bigfoot like creature, who told me he was Asmodeus and he practically harshly scolded me for neglecting my health. Told me there were still many things he knew I wanted to do but if I didn’t take care of my health I’d end up weak and wheelchair bound, and that I should listen to my mom when she tells me to not end up like her(she’s disabled due to a variety of physical conditions one of which I also inherited but also a lot of injuries and such she never got treated). He then told me leave his domain and live my life. I found myself in a blank space and wondered if Lucifer was there, and I got a flash image of Lucifer and then harshly shocked back awake(I think Lucifer kicked me out of the dream tbh).
Not much has happened since then, but I have been going to the doctor for GI issues and trying to set up physical therapy for old injuries and such. Also I’ve been in a very non communicative relationship for about 3 years now(she wasn’t always like that but recently decided to just stop talking to me and spending time with me while claiming she’s still around and I haven’t known what to do. She has lethargic depression and sleeps all day but refuses to admit it) and around the time of the first dream it really started falling apart and I got the perfect opportunity to confront her on it which causes her to just ghost me for about a month. I’m still open to trying to help her open up and get help but we may also just not be compatible anymore, and I was pretty interested to find out that Asmodeus had a reputation for breaking up relationships like this. Definitely didn’t know that until recently. I also decided to stop denying the supernatural occurrences in my life and try to study them as I would any hard science. So I thank Asmodeus for that.