Okay, the name of Asmodel came to me. I
m not going to say how,cause it
s too fucking embarrassing and I dont even understand why it came to me, as I`ve not even started evoking entities and am not planning to, because I still have a shitload of preparation and study to do about the entities I would wish to work with. Plus my plan was to master Soul Travel first.
Anyhows, his name still came to me, so I looked him up. I didn
t find much but it did strike me that this entity 'rules over the sign of Taurus and inspires practicality, patience, firmness and physical comfort'. Im a taurus myself (boing! coincidence/synchronicity?) and even though I
m usually pretty patient, I hadnt been in the last few days, up until today when I found out one of my paper spells worked again and my husband got his desired career move. The impatience initially wasn
t regarding my spell, but with my husband who isnt into Magick and would nag everyday that he wasn
t going to get this career move. Its not easy to remain
convinced and detached regarding your spell, if someone
s bringing the fucking thing up everyday! But thedeadline` for my spell was coming awfully close and little sparks of doubt did enter my mind.
I found Asmodel is described in various sources as an angel governing the month of april and those born under the sign of taurus, but also as a fallen angel of punishment who now resides under the Qlippoth.
Why am I posting this? Well, basically I don`t know what the bloody fuck to do with this. Was this just a sign that I needed to be patient?