Hello everybody. My name is Ali (read it as Ally). I’m always looking for informations on occult, spiritual works and things like that, to all, I’m always reading. About 4 years. All books. Without limits. But, this year, I found E.A. Koetting. A friend of mine told me a lot about his books and success stories of him by working with that book(s) so he got me excited to have the books. Searched ways to buy his books. Bought all of them I guess, eBay… And then, I found out this forum. Which is so great for everyone. I nearly read all of the books that I bought. The Book of Azazel was my favourite. And I think these works are more different, from all. Just a feeling… Like, I only can have success with E.A.'s methods. But… Problem is, like in the title…
I’m always looking for the “thing” that would grow my spiritual energy, empower my astral senses, needed for a connection with spirits…
I was working with “Satanic Enochian Keys” (Not LaVey’s), which anybody can find it online, those days I was pushing myself to make my body shaped too strong, trying to have more muscles, but having no reason on mind… Serious readers will notice, that this looks like something from E.A.'s book. Difference is, Azazel… And I wasn’t adviced/guided by spirits or Azazel… I can’t see spirits, I can’t hear them, sometimes i feel something at the point of ajna, but sometimes (I tried and had this result, when I read a incantation from BoA, which everybody can find it in first pages).
But I’m always falling, failing. Even though, I was believing % 100 when try to do some magick practice. Btw, most of them was Satanic.
Last words for…
I’m looking for serious help. Serious advice. To understand… To make… And, to create.
I got books, a lot… Tried a lot. But no success.
I can’t see spirits, hear spirits, only thing that is positive is; sometimes I can feel something in my ajna chakra,
I want too see them, or hear them. If both can’t happen, I just wanna feel them alot, sense them too much…
I don’t know the ways that will do this. Any ideas on this?
Evocation needs… I don’t know, or understand the basics of evocation. So, I’m not doing anything no more. Because it fails all the time.
I got information, I got the source for information.
But still, I need help.
About empowering senses.
About basics of evocation.
And experiences. From nothing, to success.
My English is not so good, so I could have mistakes. If anybody has got specific question, please, ask.
Any story of real life experiences, any advice, any methods, any informations are welcomed (did i said it right)?
Thanks in advance.