The war I got to fight is the Holy War (NO, NO, NO, NOT ISLAM, NOT RELATED TO ISLAM IN ANY WAY), and I feel like I need to elaborate on its meaning.
When humans do war, they do it as an extension of politics, to secure land, resources, or the method of power they are convinced is the right.
My Goddess have taught me about the Holy War, and the distinction of politics between deities and the politics of humans.
Humans dream about the same things as they wage war for, and clinging to eternal life as well as the protection and abundance of heavenly abodes.
That is why we dream about Heaven, Valhalla, or whatnot.
I don’t believe in immortality, I believe our sense of self will die with our body…because that is what scientific deduction tells me.
I also don’t believe in the heavenly abode, as I believe we are bound to reincarnate.
I believe the heavenly abode is a construct to give us peace when we die.
I do, however, still believe in Heaven and Hell.
Right, “what the fuck…”, but hear me out.
When we do bad things, it bounces around and spread, some guy hurts another guy enough and he will be broken and wanting to hurt someone else, then that person hurt someone else who in turn hurts others by collateral or proxy.
Some people are just sadistic assholes by nature, enjoying the cries of pain from animals or other people.
Some others are cold-hearted psychopaths who can step on a baby if it means furthering their own goals.
Point is, what goes around, comes around, even a moron should be able to understand that, and yet humans fail to, which bothers me quite a lot.
That is where the distinction of Good and Evil comes in for me, where desirable actions are considered GOOD, because THEY FUCKING CONTRIBUTE TO A MORE WHOLESOME SOCIETY, SERIOUSLY, WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?! and undesirable actions SUCH AS ABUSING YOUR GIRLFRIEND UNTIL SHE KILLS HERSELF IS NOT MORALLY DEFENSIBLE, NEITHER IS RAPE, MURDER, OR TYRANNY, WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?! are considered evil.
Oh my, that have been boiling within me for some time.
So, good things are good, bad things are bad, get that?
Moving on, Virtue is the quality of doing good things, while Sin is the quality of doing bad things.
HOWEVER, Evil is considered much more powerful than Good, because Evil is eternal, while Good tends to wane much more than wax.
Good people get fucked over all the time, while bad people tend to prosper greatly.
Yea, I know, I can feel your eye-rolls, but there are good people and bad people in the world, everyone agrees to it, but few dare to say it.
I put on my devil’s advocate mask and people gonna hate me for defending the most vile actions people can think of.
That is how I learned about Good and Evil to begin with, not by studying the Bible, but by studying people, their interactions, their reactions, and their history.
Too many people are afraid of Truth, the abstract concept of Truth, not any particular truth.
All these qualities, Good and Evil, Truth and Lies, Virtue and Sin, are reduced to Light and Darkness, with Darkness always being the winner over Light, just as Lies always wins over Truth, and why Sin always win over Virtue.
We are all fucked in the end, because mankind never learns to be better, it rather pretend to be good, pretend to be honest, pretend to intelligent, or wise, angels, demons, and fuck it all.
Mankind is a spawn of Nature, the inevitable Darkness, with a gift of Divinity, the enduring Light.
To the very few of us that acknowledge Truth and search apotheosis through ascension, we are an ever dying breed that just refuse to completely snuff out.
I am really good at what I do, my Goddess made me her Avatar and certified divine powerhouse.
I create structure where there is chaos, I dismantle failed designs and improve upon the foundations.
I AM a god among men.
Where is the “Holy War” you ask?
See, War is politics, among men, it is about space, resources, and power.
To deities, War is all about having one concept survive or subdue another concept.
It is the dance of nature, how fire struggle to burn when you apply water.
Too little water will just become steam, but sufficient bombardment of water will snuff out the fire.
Just as enough fire snuff out air (by kamikaze) or how a tiny fire could ruin an entire forest.
It is just the causological nature of things that one thing leads to another, then another, then another.
The Holy War of the Elenye is to ensure that the Light NEVER dies, that it endures everything and anything thrown at it.
It is an unending war, because, to quote myself, “…such is the human nature, that the holy war will never end”.
To properly fight an unending war we must learn to treat it as a lifestyle, and that is why I invite Ares to lend his energies to bolster my fighting will.
There are seven billion people in the world, and there is only one known Elenyeri in the world.
Seven billion to one, and most people that know of my cause either harbour suspicion, disdain, or apathy towards me.
This planet is the Garden of Eden, it is the Jewel of the Gods, and I will shake its foundations if I need to.