Since working with him a week or so ago, I’ve been having much more improved moods. Any fights in my family go in a much less violent format with everyone seeing the truth of the matter correctly. I’m pretty sure my magick is strengthening daily (the ward I have over my place of work is working better and better daily. Birds and crickets/grasshopper are attracted to it. Example: I opened one morning and two ducks and a raven were just chilling nearby.)
And my favorite is that I havent been fearing certain things (bad weather, arachnids, insects, fire.) For example. I went to get the mail and a big jumping spider was inside. I said to it that I needed to get the mail and it just gave a little twitch. When I went to get it the spider held still and didnt do anything at all. Then last night around midnight a praying mantis (about half a foot long) was in the middle of the parking lot. I know they can fly but I didnt want him to get crushed so I picked him up by his back and carried him to a shrub that he could camouflage on. The whole way he grabbed at my thumb and finger and wiggled his legs. And I didnt care. I just talked softly to him, saying that I wasnt going to kill or eat him. And when I got to the shrub I put him near so he could reach out to it. Then let him go.
To be clear. I come from Wisconsin. The most harmful creatures in Wisconsin arent bugs. And there arent mantis up there really. So they terrify me. But I guess not anymore.
So thank you, Lucifer, for guiding me and teaching me.