Thank you very much, 333.
I kind of had expected very good advice would come forth from you,
and i’m really glad to see,
that i was right.
Unfortunately,
i can’t simply see it as “just a test”,
because the threads on me,
are quite to real,
for that manner.
I’ve been attacked,
in ways,
that shouldn’t even be possible.
But, yeah,
i’ll definately work with it.
Just to give you guys an update:
I’ve had a very in private conversation,
with a previous partner,
which seemed to have abducted a child,
and accused me to have caused all of that to happen.
Then,
i reseurched further,
on the suggestion i had huge doubt towards:
Gabriel had told me about Sandalphon being one of my eminations,
and i did work with Sandalphon for a long time,
but never assumed it to be me.
Now,
looking into Sandalphon,
i noticed that Sandalphon was considered,
to be a protector,
of unborn life.
The opponent,
being a Lillith devotee,
and highly believing into Lillith to always guide her in her best interest,
had confidently chosen the “pill after”,
over taking the regular pill,
and i felt worried about that back then already.
She’s been at hospital at some point,
and outright refused to tell me what exactly had happened,
but kept demanding my understanding,
and care,
for it,
without filling me in on the details.
In that telepathic deep conversation,
i tried to seddle things,
and talk out,
that i never intended for a child to be killed,
especially not in my name.
Don’t know how much of it got solved by that.
But there’s definately been a shift,
and things seem to change for the better.
Still,
kind of unsure how to handle this stuff further.
But yeah,
that’s been some nasty stuff.
Should i keep that stuff more private?
Propably.
But if i don’t speak up about it,
who does?
If i don’t share those expieriences,
and show,
that there is a different way,
for solving those things,
who will?
I definately get one thing:
The speciallity of Lillith being to get rid of unwanted children,
and the speciallity of Sandalphon being to protect unborn life,
definately conflicted there,
and led to some crashing of powers.
So far,
that’s all i’m able and ready to share,
ragarding that case.
But yeah,
i hope this solved it.
Specifically,
i look forward to gain confidence,
in having solved it completely,
as soon as possible.
Since this currently,
really brings me at the brindge of my own safty,
freedom, etc.
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth