Ask yourself, as a being capable of contemplating its own mechanics and despair. We are matter that is aware of the fact that it is matter, yet we made our way into the classification of “natural” when we are in fact “supernatural”, in the most haunting sense of the word. The birth of the human race was a random, evolutionary blunder for no reason.
Why do paedophiles have an impulse to rape children?
It can’t be independent to me because of how I think. For existence to have order it needs to have meaning and purpose, a goal in which the order in question is geared towards. And well, I am a pessimist and nihilist thinker, so that answers that question.
It is a contradiction, isn’t it? It doesn’t make sense, which is why human existence doesn’t make sense when thought is properly given.
I believe the universe to be both ordered and random. It has fundamental laws and equations that can be observed and quantified, but also a vast array of random variables which are impossible to calculate.