If demons aren’t your thing, then here are angelic versions of what the always helpful @Micah posted:
Acheron, the Angel of Influence, from Kingdoms of Flame - can do all that King Paimon can do except teach the arts and sciences. Manipulating the mind is his wheelhouse.
The Archangel Raphael, or the Angel Rantka from Kingdoms of Flames. Both are excellent healers if Marbas isn’t to your liking.
Instead of Satan, try the archangel Raziel. He doesn’t represent “excess” but Ascent and can give guidance on what to do to improve yourself and become closer to your innate godliness.
Paltator, the Angel of Vison, also from Kingdoms of Flame, who can help open your Greater Sight in the way best suited to you.
He said to get the sigils? What does that mean? What do I do with the sigils after I get them? Do I draw it or something or just look at it? Also I heard sigils only work if you believe it will and I don’t know if I have strong enough belief
All magick works this way so first step is to back up and work on your sharpening your will like a arrow head, and building trust in yourself and magick so you have evidence for your subconscious to fall back on. This is a tricky case since you cannot visualise the way most people can. Let me think about this for a minute and get back to you.
First thing that pops to mind is using words of affirmation. Start building your magickal evidence by saying some words or a phrase that you want to come true. Say it in the present tense like “I am happy and trust my will. Everything works out for my best interest”
When I was very depressed and at the end of a 2 year long curse I used to say “I am lucky and deserve good things” because I truly deep down thought I was unlucky and that I must deserve it, hence perpetuating terrible things happening constantly.
You could do some practices like this until you see evidence of it working and then move on to bigger things.
Also meditate, meditate, meditate. Meditating on words could be a good idea too.
Remember, you cannot run before you walk. building a solid foundation is essential.
I cannot even comprehend what it must be like to not be able to visualise other than words, especially as a magician. I kind of think that instead of changing how your mind works you could almost use this as a sort of super power. Your other senses cause no distraction. You can use the power of words to exact your will. Could be quite incredible.
I’ve done affirmations for 7 years. I’ve actually studied and tried almost everything out there for 7 years(hypnosis, faster eft, eft, nlp, night audio programs, subliminals, yoga, meditation, detaching, astral travel, lucid dreaming, reality shifting, dimensional jumping, magick, white magick, Black magick. Law of attraction, neville Goddard, affirmations, affomations, changing diet, paying for spells for magicians, paying for one on one sessions with hypnotists, sessions with law of attraction coaches.)
Literally absolutely nothing works! That’s why it’s getting so annoying and frustrating like I feel like either I’m gonna be 89 years old when I finally get the stuff I want or even worse I’ll die of old age before I ever get the chance.
I’ve even tried just taking a break for a few months and not doing anything. I’ve tried smoking week. I’ve tried just going on with the day not thinking about any of it and just thinking about what I’m doing right now…but nothing changes
I even paid a guy recently again who does magick and he said he could help me but he didn’t…he said somethings blocking me and he can’t help.
Aside from affirmations what do you mean by power of words?
Oh wow, I’m sorry to hear you have had such a struggle with this.
By the power of words I mean that actual words/sounds/vibrations have power. Like neural pathways, or divots on an ancient road, these vibrations have some sacred links to power.
Let me link examples:
The one of I was really looking for was by @Lady_Eva but I can’t find it anywhere! (@Lady_Eva do you know the one I am referring to? It was one of yours about vibrating sacred sounds… I think JHVH hijacked them, something to that extent, and I think I’ve asked you to post it before. going to bookmark it for sure this time!!)
Also, OP, just based on my search in the search tool for “Words” I came up with a lot of great posts by people. I think you could go down a rabbit hole
Dann that sucks my visualization is great enough to the point of it being lucid dreaming and even astral spirit travel don’t know if this helps but try meditation…
my visualization or imagination gets so real intense to the point where I think reality is a false projection… don’t know about op grass isn’t always greener on the other side…
hell I’ve had weird vivid color and even HD lucid dreams that are either just fucked or weird… swear I actually astral projected into this bizzaro fantasy realm I could tell the dream but idk it was weird
No, that wasn’t the one but it still relates. I tried it once on the day I created my first servitor and I enjoyed it. Seems like something that is more useful the more second nature it becomes, to just makes the sounds needed from memory and not have to read a page. I guess that’s how most things are though.
hey @killua@LucifugeAzazel what does this have to do with the original post?
Is it relevant? Helpful?
I honestly think it’s quite rude. You two should delete your comments. Did you see how hard the OP has worked and struggled? What is your point in these comments?
It actually does, because i struggle with the same kind of things where meditation and visualizing is either easily forgotten or i don’t believe i do it all together. I’ve explained this to the user i’ve replied to before that why i brought it up.
You really have given it a good shot!
Maybe you can ask for a scan and see if anyone picks up what the block is the spellcaster was referring to.
I cant help but wonder if visualization is not a developed sense, what is one of your stronger senses? Do you have an exceptionally developed sense to compensate?
If so maybe working with that sense until you can visualise. If you get really hard up for options a micro dose of lsd could kick start your visuals.
The people who know about these things can’t really talk about them out in the open. You’re probably what people in occult lodges refer to as an elemental. The only way for you to develop higher capacities is for you to be forcibly possessed by a very high-level being. Someone else would have to facilitate it. The experience is potentially traumatizing. Most of the people who know how to do it are only well-versed in sex magic, which would add to the extremity of the ordeal. In the present occult landscape, you would be at a severe risk of exploitation. You might be safer if you seek out Buddhist or Hindu teachers, but they can be dangerous too.
The more I think about this whole thing the more intrigued I am. I find this issue fascinating.
Also, in regards to LDS, I did some research and interestingly enough blind people do not see psychedelic images/geometric shapes in their mind when they are high, and people with only sight in one eye likewise still do not see 3d images when high. The geometry is flat. The LDS seems to act on what you have going on and not give everyone the same experience.
As a sighted person, physically and mentally, I see 3d (or maybe more) geometry with eyes open OR closed.
@Magickdog I feel like you are a superhero and you don’t even know it. There has GOT to be something unique and amazing going on with the abilities you do have. I know that’s not what you came here to talk about but sorry, I’m intrigued !
Edit: also tangent: Apparently blind people, if they became blind after birth, do not remember visual images. They dont remember what they look like or what blue looks like, etc. Very interesting stuff, brains.
I don’t make up for it with any other senses either. I can’t imagine sounds, touch, smell or taste. I 100 percent think in words and i can imagine my own voice kind of. So to give an example if I want to experience the beach in the middle of a snowstorm but can’t go because it’s to cold so instead I try to just imagine the beach in my mind…I can’t imagine it at all. I can’t hear the seagulls or see the waves or touch the sand or smell the salty water…all I get is my own voice describing these things…like ok a beach has sand and salt water and all that but unless I’m physically At the beach…i can’t really do much using just my mind.
