Hello there, I was just wondering if anyone has worked with a spirit to help them control their sex drive? I’m constantly turned on, and now I’m at a point where I am bothered by it. Sometimes I feel like I want to go out on a fuck feast, and meet a bunch of guys or whatever… but I wouldn’t want these desires to control me because I’m afraid of catching STDs and getting pregnant by someone that would a terrible father, and someone whom I don’t love… Eventually I want to marry, but I don’t want to constantly be obsessed with sex, or possibly even cheat on him. And even if I went out and did that, I’d feel guilty. In the past I did stuff like this, but eventually I fell in love, (we’re not together), and it just changed me.
This feels ridiculous posting this, but It is (in some way) getting serious because I can’t focus on anything important like my career, working out, cleaning my home … etc because of my constant desire/feelings of arousal.
Please don’t judge me! I genuinely just want help
I think my self control/discipline is strong but I feel like it’s consuming me.