Welp long story short I moved and in need of dire help. I wanted it to be hard so I’m not looking for sympathy but a lot of stuff fell through money wise that I didn’t account for and now I’m up shits creek without a paddle.
I have a job but got lowballed to shit. I was making 15$ hr where I lived and asked for 20$ here in San Diego and I have the references and decent amount of expierence to back my asking wage and got shot down to a measley 17.50$.
Ok you think I’m worthless , whatever not worried about my pay right now.
Spent what little couple hundred I had left on gas and a gym membership so I can shower ( kinda useless actually because I have very little clothes due to having bedbugs at my last residence).
So I’m sleeping in my truck with about 2 gallons of gas left in my tank and need to get to work for another week and have 20$ which I already know isn’t enough (gas is atleast 3.70$ a gallon here).
So what should I do ? Won’t get anywhere without magick because I’m dirty from working and having so little clothes that networking is impossible.
I was trying to find a place to stay , and I actually think that’s why I didn’t find anyone to let me Couchsurf because I couldn’t go out and network.
So not sure what to do. I’d prefer some methods without asking spirits for help but raising energy like that is actually harder to get results from , no ?
How would that work ? Just meditate and picture my will day in and day out ?
I know the goetia gives fast results normally but mine have always been shoddy plus no matter how much I try I never get any clairaudient messages despite trying a lot of excercises.
I know one I was trying to work with didn’t like me at all and kinda refused to help if I got the message clearly and it showed. Kinda makes me think no one them like me ya know ?
I know king paimon doesn’t like me even though he helped me with my truck. I a got a great running , immaculately maintained 4x4 truck for like 1500$ and thats only because I swapped out the tranny for a rebuilt HD unit.
The truck got me 3000 miles and I drove it for 6 months before that so I gotta give my man props. I’ve even just asked him quickly to restore my honors at previous jobs before and it worked for a good while ( not his fault it doesn’t last long, I have bad ADHD).
So you guys got any ideas on what I should do ? Sorry for typing so much but I wanted to give some background and explain why just asking a spirit to do it probably won’t work for me.