Hello there everyone!
I have been doing some magic,recently,and involving myself in various projects,which is why I haven’t been posting nearly as much.However,I would like to share some experiences with my past lives,and a recent thread by DARRIN,commenting that this forum was getting to effeminate,has recently lead me to make the decision to make it even more feminine.
I evoked an entity,who acts as the diary or recording device of our Universe,and asked it to reveal to me the nature of my godform(because there’s some confusion with that),and on what I was.I was not disappointed by the explanation,but I was also delivered very personal knowledge on my own past lives.
For starters,in almost every past life that I have had,I was a priest,a philosopher,a magician,or a scientist,in some degree or another.Which means that I have a very strong basic ground.
The particular past life that had been reaching out to me in that evocation,that I then began to experience a memory from,involved a speakeasy,where I was the singer,in the 1920s.More specifically,I was a flapper,and people were praising me for my singing.I thanked them and went to buy a bottle of absinthe,not to drink but to go.
I took the absinthe and walked around New York City,until I came to a small hostel,or inn,or whatever,and climbed up the stairs,to my room.There,I took all of my make-up off,in front of the mirror,and I pulled out a piece of chalk and some candles.I drew an inverted pentagram,within a circle,drank the absinthe,turned off the lights and lit the candles,while chanting something.
But that’s not where it gets interesting,because sometime after that,I began having dreams,where I was a little girl.As in,I was an eight-year-old girl,in those dreams.What surprised me in those experiences,though,wasn’t how weird it was but how COMFORTABLE I was as an eight-year-old girl.
I know that I am not transgender,and I can’t possibly imagine myself as a woman,but for some reason it felt natural to be that particular eight-year-old girl.When performing an evocation of my own Godform,that same girl appeared before me,as the materialization of my Godself.
I asked about the girl,and apparently,that girl was a past life of mine that was reaching out to me.In the 1970s,I was a little girl,somewhere in England’s countryside(I actually know the exact name of the place,but I’d rather not reveal it),and I was playing(before you ask,this DOES fit into the gnosis that all of my past lives were magicians,scientists,philosophers or priests since this girl was highly clairvoyant and in games would often perform magic),and I drowned in a river.My parents never found my body.
That life,appears to have been the last life that I went through before incarnating into my current form.I am saddened,deeply,by the potential of that little girl going to such waste,but I also felt saddened at her fate.Apparently,because I have been doing psychopomp work,she wanted me to escort her into the afterlife.
I went there,and pulled her spirit out of the waters,where it was stuck repeating that memory,and I infused her with Divine Love.She ended up hugging me,as though she recognized me,and it was a really heartwarming experience,talking to her,and all that.
I opened the portal for her to pass,and she said she wanted to communicate with me more.And IMO,she has at least something important to tell me,as she is a past life of mine,that has been reaching out to me.
So,tell me,have you guys had any strange experiences with your past lives?If so what were you,where were you,when were you?