You need to just fucking forget about it dude and see what happens.
The path to Godhood doesn’t look like the board from Candyland dude.
It’s going to be hard but by using your power YOUR power you will get what you want.
Are you even sure you knew what you were doing?
One doesn’t just call up Azazel and say “Hey man make me a god dude” and then it just happens.
You don’t wake up one day being able to fly and shoot lighting out of your ass.
This is a process.A BECOMING.You’re godhood will continue far beyond this life.
And don’t just get in this for the “Oh if I’m a god she’ll take me back” shit.There’s more to it than that.
This is spiritual growth.
Of course once you gain some power you can live a much better life but that’s not the only point.At least to me it’s not.It’s about evolution and being in control of yourself and your own destiny.
Dani I’m not trying to come off harsh truly I’m now but I don’t think anything you’ve been told since you started posting here has gotten through to you.
I really think you need to take some time out and think about what you really want out of this life instead of “I want my girlfriend back”.Where do you see yourself in a year,2 years,hell 20 years.
Make goals find out what you want to be THEN you can start mastering it.