Anyone alse been through this feeling of feeling angry towards your own self?
I wana harm my self not suicide but punch the walls until my hands break or smash my head into a wall until until I bleed.
I feel so angry seeing the situation I am in
Feeling angry every time I read a story of someone having a close connection with one of the Ancient gods and I feel I am not worthy of their time.
Feeling angry at my self for falling for religion crap and I had good astral senses but I shut them out with that filthy religion
Feeling angry at my self that that I got visited by Demons dark beings during religion time and I told them to leave me alone cuse I belong to Jesus
I wana scream now for letting my self being brainwashed
Feeling anger I could have been a advance in soul travel and I can spend one hour trying to get put of the body and nothing while others do it in 5 min
Feeling angry at my self for doing so many hours of enrgy work and meditation and there is no more progress
Feeling angry at my self for being a little pathetic weak being
The list goes on why I hate my self
I wana see progress i wana be a God I want to be able to create my own reality
I been on this forum for like 3 years and been practicing meditation and energy work and trying soul travel and it feels I am wasting my time still a God dam normal human who can’t even be a human or walk probably because of the disability problems.
Definitely made me feel better writing this