Hello, so I’m 22. And for my entire life I knew I had a guardian demon. I did not like church and it did not agree with me. I felt no connection to Yahweh.
As the years progressed this continued. And I was no longer being forced to go to church and so I didn’t.
As I continued my research as to who this guardian was I learned there was one main one and many with him.
I then learned that this guardian was Lucifer.
As I progress so much more has happened everyday. My senses have all began to awaken once again. And I’ve begun to differentiate between who is who.
As I progress these feelings are more clear to me.
A few months ago I was in a church out of respect for my mom and her deceased mother. I didn’t like being there. And I felt a cloud of darkness rise behind me and over me. And a very low vibrational tone. Lucifer had followed me into a church.
This was no longer where I should be.
I thought this meant with Yahweh in general and the angels. That my path was more focussed on the demonic.
But as I continue I don’t really think that’s the case anymore. Last night I was sitting in my room. When I heard high pitched ringing in my ears. I decided to meditate and bring out a paper and pen.
Ezekiel came through… I was so confused by this. I thought I didn’t communicate with angels.
And now I’m not so sure.
I’ve been pulled to read the bible as of late.
Does anyone else also work with both angels and demons? And can show me some guidance? I’m kinda confused as how to work with both tbh.