The working has been done.
With that in mind, I chose only 3 spirits: I charged a grand total of six sigils; three of which are of Goetic spirits, and three are of my own creation; using the method of writing a word, removing the vowels, and creating a sigil from the remaining consonants. Each sigil is different, with only two of them being somewhat âstackedâ - and in that case, one sigil is Goetic, the other my own creation.
Allow me to fully explain my reasoning:
I have seen and created miracles in my life. Being of a rather skeptical personality, which I feel is healthy, I have decided to put myself and magick to my final, ultimate test. I have a rather difficult time fully putting my faith in any one thing, including myself. However, if this experiment proves successful, I will finally be able to move forward with the confidence that I have lacked.
Realizing that magick is not black and white, failure vs. success, I am carefully documenting any effects I should perceive by this working. I will consider anything that my intuition as guided by my higherself and with the constant aid of my familiar, a success in this endeavour.
I have performed a Tarot reading, and I should admit that the outcome looks very promising.
This is exactly the plan!
I am keeping a completely objective mindset, yet planning for success. Basically, I completely intend for the experiment to succeed, based on exactly what you have said; âeventually youâll see the proof stacking up in hindsight.â
TL;DR - I am planning, and expecting success. Tarot readings in to this matter, as well as past experience with magick has readied me for this: the ultimate proving of myself to myself, if you will.