Every time I enter a theta mind state I always feel as if I have evoked some type of presence into the room with me. In other words, I do not feel alone anymore but the energy I feel is not scary. It doesn’t make me uncomfortable or creeped out, it’s actually very peaceful. I never felt like this before when dealing with white magick, but now that I have begun to shift my focus to another path with which I am more suited, I feel this energy all the time. Even if I only enter the theta state long enough to read my tarot cards and do some clairvoyance exercises, the energy is there and it feels stronger every time.
Am I unintentionally evoking a presence when I enter theta or am I just feeling my own energy manifesting around me thru the thoughts I am projecting into the atmosphere? If so, I never would have noticed it before because I never felt confident enough when working with white magick to manifest that kind of powerful energy, but these days I have an overwhelming confidence just knowing what I am doing is working. So I may just be sensing my own energy and my conscious brain is trying to find a source for it, so my brain says maybe it’s a presence instead.
I don’t know. I still can’t shake the feeling that I am opening up a doorway of sorts when I enter a trance and allowing something through because this energy doesn’t feel like just mine. It feels like another human. Normally, when I am in Alpha states I shield myself with locks and chains so no one can pierce thru my little “energy bubble” but in theta, I let that guard fall a little to open my mind up to the task at hand. Opinions?