Seriously…alot of people are able to evoke or invoke demons/ angels/ gods and is able to do all kind of things with them and here i am not able to get a single effect to work…
i know i travel when i sleep or at least that is what i think i do cause i wake up tired or drowsy as hell
sadly i dont usually remember what i did or what demon or spirits had visited to me
tbh i think my third eye or other senses will never open again…i dont know who is visiting me, where my spirit goes to, did demons do something to my physical/spiritual body
its like something is trying hard to protect me and that is kind of bugging me alot…i want to learn and see things but here i am not even know what to do the next 10 minutes of my life but being horrible at myself.
Sure i manifest things but in a negative way. I too was able to kind of read peoples mind or influence them but now HAHA no. Not anymore
i use to feel so damn free (when i was 4-5) ever since i got into primary school things in my body (not physical) is just closes one by one.
yes i am still(i think) able to talk with demons or spirits (all in thoughts)
I was something in my past, but something is blocking my way to find it…there is so much of me to be found sadly i am just a dead weight
I am one day going to ask my Godself, Lucifer, or even a incubus a lot of questions…but with my senses closing on me. I doubt that day will ever some
is there any meditation that can “reactive” all of my senses cause damn i want to be able to see a physical demon or angel or whatever…idk