Every January-April I lose everything. Anything & everything that could go wrong goes wrong, & gets worse. This year I thought it would be different because I’m preforming Magick, & I already had success with Prince Seere to see my girlfriend. But now it’s looking like she’s going to leave, & it feels like this cycle is about to start all over again, & I don’t get it. I don’t understand why this happens every year, & I’m sick & tired of it.
Does anyone have any ideas as to what may be the cause, & how I can break this horrible cycle??