Hello, dears. In an effort to combat a worsening health problem, I called upon Archangel Raphael for healing. I drew his sigil (a bit poorly, but an unknown entity told me other entities don’t care about how you draw it, they appreciate any effort at all) and tried my best to open it. When I felt his energy, I proceeded to tell him my desires but acknowledged that he could help me in a way that hasn’t crossed my mind yet.
I’ve never spoken out loud before - always in my mind. Both Kali and Lilith come EXTREMELY fast and powerfully, so Raphael’s more softer (not weak, soft like a feather, for lack of better term) presence turned me upside down lol. It was like being in a hot spring. I saw the most brilliant slash of green light for a moment behind my eyes. I appreciate his letting me know he was here, but I have yet to see any progress or feel that things will heal soon. I know I just started this morning, but my ailment is not one I can lay back on anymore. Is there anything else to do besides being patient? I always have a lot of guilt and doubt in me. Am I perhaps blocking myself?