So this happened twice as I can remember. The first time it lasted for days. When I look back I got this feeling that I was high back than. I did and said not so many nice things. I thought was my higher self emerging and that she was kinda bitch. Just to make clear it wasn’t just because of the things I said and did but how I felt. I felt high back than. With an altered mind.
Than it happened again some weeks ago. I felt drunk and said the wrong things to a person, not exactly bad things but not much nice either. This person won’t forgive me now and I can’t explain what happened on that day. Cause she won’t believe me. Neither I do. I’m not even completely sure if really isn’t my fault.
I felt completely drunk, light and spinning head and all, out of me. Doing and saying things on impulse. Laughing and all. Totally drunk. Altered.
Than it just passed and came back to my senses. To myself.
Now my best theory is that it was a demon or some entity that wanted me to screw up everything, like I did for whatever reason. Cause this girl was helping me so…
Or that maybe it just like do this or I don’t know. Either way when I think about it, kind felt like posession. Involuntarily posession. Or at very least some influence.
I wasn’t under any alcohol or drugs effects. Neither was I performing any rituals. It happened out of nowhere.
Does anyone had any similar experiences?
Could my theory be right? Or what could be the cause?
And how to avoid? Protection spells would be enough? I really don’t want this to happen again.