I’ve been looking into evocation but unfortunately I live in a part of the world where I stand alone on this. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this subject. I’ve grown up in Christianity but transitioned away from that. I’ve had lots of visitations from spirits when I was a kid that I found to be very scary. Today as an adult some of those fears remain embedded in my subconscious and conscious mind. I need to find a way to overcome this and pursue the path of evocation. I feel deep within that this is the path I took in previous lifetimes and I’m being drawn to this in a very powerful way even now. Can anyone advise on this?