Back when my relationship was at it’s peak, and we were crazy about eachother, I had an interesting experience while me and my boyfriend were having sex.
A brief run down, I lost my apartment and job which led to staying with my Catholic grandfather who has dementia and needed a caregiver. Before that I had some rituals to honor Azazel. I invoked him once and had some interesting encounters for a while. Once I moved to my grandfather’s house, out of respect, I decided to cut down on my practices to respect his house and the energies or spirits there.
So that night when I was having sex with the bf, we were at his house. As I climaxed I felt this intense love. I ended up murmuring Azazel’s name as I was feeling the orgasm and felt like this affection came from him through my bf.
I’m not sure how real or significant this may be but now I’m pregnant and that night crosses my mind a lot. Perhaps it’s just my over thinking but I don’t want to disrespect Azazel if this was just my imagination:(